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Well, it's official. I am NEVER attending a scholastic event EVER!! I'm in a rut, and on the verge of going insane. I came back from the awards ceremony. It was a complete FUCKING WASTE OF MY FUCKING TIME! They would've just give us the fucking papers that says," THANK GOD, YOU'RE NOT FUCKING MISERABLE FAILURES!!"I only got 2 things called "certificates", not that I actually care about it 'cause I don't. This is the 2nd time of feeling abject public humiliation. 1st time was from the language fair. Should've said no when I had the chance, but I just had to fucking enter it. Winning 4th FUCKING PLACE IS NOT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!! I've NEVER felt this fucking humiliated in my life. Earlier, my algebra 2 teacher won't stop being a bitch about us FUCKING FAILING AND BEING FUCKING MISERABLE FUCKING FAILURES!! I know he somewhat( emphasis on somewhat) care about us passing the goddamn class, but dude, GROW A FUCKING PAIR AND MOVE THE FUCK ON!!!!!! Damn, I'm beginning to fall deep into my cynicism and madness and in need of a shrink. All I can do now is bury myself into my work until I die from exhaustion, starvation and some other natural causes yet to come. GODDAMMIT I WANNA FUCKING KILL SOMETHING RIGHT NOW!! I don't have the balls to cry anymore; it's all been converted into more anger and resentment. Now my mother was talking to me while riding from the satanic (awards) ceremony about one of the seniors getting 87 something grant in scholarships, and my music is ON. I don't EVER want to talk about this disastrous event. Also she brought up about me needing to get more community service hours to get a CHORD!! REALLY, A MOTHAFUCKIN' CHORD?!! IT'S JUST A FUCKING PIECE OF YARN THAT SAYS YOU DIDN'T WASTE YOUR SUMMER AND SCHOOL YEAR DOING FUCKING NOTHING!!! I understand that you care about my academic success, mom, but that's NOT WHAT I FUCKING WANT!! All in all, I'm just fuckin' pissed, irritated and batshit insane.
That is all for today. Good night!
That is all for today. Good night!
Long Time No See
Hello, my dear followers. It's been some time since I've submitted anything. It's been a hell of a long while since I made an entry. All I've done so far is add other works to my favorites galleries and whatnot. And I've been on Tumblr most of the time. Anyway, I apologize for the empty submissions. Artist's block is so tough to overcome nowadays, or that I have been drawing and I haven't posted any updates yet. Either way, I didn't update shit, so I'm sorry. School is getting on my last fucking nerve, and familial issues are slowly caving in along with other nuisances. Really, whatever the fuck happened to taking things AT YOUR OWN PACE?! I'
WTH?!
Alright, yesterday I complimented on this guy's photo and he's very photogenic; not to mention hauntingly beautiful. I paid him a compliment, chatted and whatnot until he said I was boring and not interesting. WHAT THE FUCK! What does it fucking take for this guy to be interested in ANYTHING?!! Not only that, it was pretty fucking rude. Don't you think? "Just leave already. You are truly boring," he said. I was just being nice while "talking" to the dude. HOW THE FUCK AM I BORING?! someone PLEASE answer that!!! Really, I couldn't care ANY less, but this.....no. Seriously, what the hell, people? Talk about needing to lighten up; It was just a
Going Under
Well...I'm on lunch break for now. I lost my fucking appetite after coming out of Algebra 2 class. Almost all of us in that class failed the stupid test, and the teacher has to take the heat and deal with the fucking principal. Well...he shouldn't do that. We're the ones who took the damn test and didn't fucking study for it. What the fucking hell? I mean I'm just sitting there staring at him allowing him to make his point and bark about us being total failures.
From hearing his whole rant, I learned one thing about this school. School ONLY cares about your grades, NOT your well-being.
Now, I'm dealing with some FUCKING PRIMADONNAS sitting
Just Perfect
This morning, I was checking my account and I looked at the top of the bar. It said I have 0 MESSAGES!!
What the heck is this mess!? Has someone been hacking into my account? I know I have 3,000 odd messages, and now I have 0!!
Whoever is responsible for this, I am coming after them!!
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Ah don''t let pointless ceremonies get you down. They're like yesterday's lunch specials. They last for an hour then the next day people forget all about them. I never knew you entered the language fair. Sorry to hear about that but if it makes you feel any better I once entered the math rally and came in dead last. Compared to me you did great. Believe me Mr. O's rage is nothing new. He ALWAYS goes on like that. Don't let it get to you. And I agree, the chords are pointless, but they make it seem like you need it in order to graduate which is definitely NOT the case. Well just get some rest tonight and blow off some steam. We'll talk tomorrow if you want.